Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
Times like these I wish Nate, Niko, or Macri were home :(
“But you went away, how dare you”
Being home I was scared to death of how I would feel and what would happen, but so far everything is alright. I have had a wonderful start to my summer vacation thus far. I have had this topic on my mind more, but I think that is because everywhere I turn there are memories from the past threeish years. I dont really know if anyone will understand this post, but I know it makes sense to me…and if you went through what I have gone through it would make total sense.. But anyways.. I find myself finding more therapy relief through music lately which is great because it is another coping skill that I can use to my advantage.. But I have also find myself angry at night time. Which I dont understand why. I can’t even describe this kind of anger because it has been different from the past anger I have felt throughout this situation… I wish I could describe this even better for people and elaborate on it, but I can’t. There are thoughts and feelings that repeate in my head right now and for the past couple of days, but I can’t seem to type them down. I guess now I’m just rambling and this doesn’t make any sense because I couldn’t type down what I feel because I dont know how to say it.. and it is so frusterating..
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So many thoughts, but I just can’t seem to put them together and write them down..
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If you’re absent during my struggle, don’t expect to be present during my success.
Will Smith (via redasbloodblackasnight)
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